Thank GOD! I do not have thyroid cancer after all. The surgeon was super agressive and stated to me it was probably cancer and the whole thyroid must come out. I am so relieved he was wrong. I have spent over a month as tense and freaked out as I think it is possible to be. It feels really weird to have all that pent up tension be gone. It is literally like a weight has lifted.
From what the surgeon told me, it was nearly the size of a golf ball which is way bigger than when I had the scan two months ago. I guess it is good to have gotten the whole thing out just to be safe but now I have to be on thyroid meds forever. No big deal. It is worth it to not have that thing pressing on my throat anymore.
I want to send a sincere thank you from the depths of my heart to every person that has prayed for me and shown me support through this difficult time. You are/were all very instrumental in my healing and hope through this.
I would also like to apologize to anyone that I have maybe not been so nice to. It has been brought to my attention that several friends and family members have approached my husband and told him they think I have been really mean lately. I never meant to be and if I hurt anyone, I am truly sorry. It has not been an easy last three years. I have had more stress than I can handle and it is not right for me to take it out on anyone.
Now that the health scare is under control, hopefully my stupid house will finally sell so I never have to think of that nightmare again either. I am very much over feeling like I am waiting to exhale. I want to be happy and feel free again.
This news today has made me realize that I need to strive to do whatever it takes to be happy. I have been given the gift of this life and need to make it the best life possible. I do not want to feel like I have been anymore. I pray I make the choices I need to in order to make this happen.
Thank You GOD for bringing me through this. Thank you everyone.
From what the surgeon told me, it was nearly the size of a golf ball which is way bigger than when I had the scan two months ago. I guess it is good to have gotten the whole thing out just to be safe but now I have to be on thyroid meds forever. No big deal. It is worth it to not have that thing pressing on my throat anymore.
I want to send a sincere thank you from the depths of my heart to every person that has prayed for me and shown me support through this difficult time. You are/were all very instrumental in my healing and hope through this.
I would also like to apologize to anyone that I have maybe not been so nice to. It has been brought to my attention that several friends and family members have approached my husband and told him they think I have been really mean lately. I never meant to be and if I hurt anyone, I am truly sorry. It has not been an easy last three years. I have had more stress than I can handle and it is not right for me to take it out on anyone.
Now that the health scare is under control, hopefully my stupid house will finally sell so I never have to think of that nightmare again either. I am very much over feeling like I am waiting to exhale. I want to be happy and feel free again.
This news today has made me realize that I need to strive to do whatever it takes to be happy. I have been given the gift of this life and need to make it the best life possible. I do not want to feel like I have been anymore. I pray I make the choices I need to in order to make this happen.
Thank You GOD for bringing me through this. Thank you everyone.
Fingers cross for closing the door on the old and starting fresh... So happy the news is good and you can finally sigh a sigh of relief. I know i'm doing that here :-) Miss you! Reb
ReplyDeleteWe are do happy for you, and glad you can move forward. Todd and Lauralie
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